last night i actually got about four hours of good solid sleep. it was great and i am feeling fine right now. i think part of it might have had to do with going to ballroom dance yesterday. it was fun to just dance, enjoy myself, relax and have a good time. granted this class is not as much fun as mine was last semester but they cant all be great, ( Read more... )

so i am definately feeling the workouts i have been doing lately. and i am definately feeling the shift in my schedule from late nights to early mornings. thats ok though cause i like it better this way. i am very much a morning person. other than that though things are going really well. i got a letter from chelsea today all the way from germany ( Read more... )

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that is right everyone, i baked. i made some fantasticly good chocolate chip cookies from scratch. i have always liked to bake and it always calms me down. dont know why i decided to make them just now but i did and so they are there, now i just have to hold off from eating all of them...to many calories there...gotta loose weight for the upcoming ( Read more... )

so body circuits can sometimes really stink, like this morning. i had absolutely no energy to get through them and due to the fact that i did not fall asleep really till three thirty or four i almost slept through them. oh well. i can live with it i guess. it hurts but i am used to pain. i am just really out of shape and really sore right now but ( Read more... )

today was interesting...ended up getting about four or five hours of sleep which was nice but i could not get it until after four this morning, which stank...oh well it was some sleep anyway. but the good thing is i got to talk to chelsea today. she was able to get online and chat for a while and that was good. we talked about a lot of stuff but ( Read more... )

i just want to say right now that i envy narcoleptics...well not really but i could. i have had insomnia really badly for the last week and have not been sleeping hardly at all, i am pretty sure i have had less than ten hours of sleep in the last 72 and non of it was really "good" sleep. it was all pretty cruddy. oh well though just gotta work ( Read more... )

so today was a good day overall. it started off pretty slowly really but what else is new with me. did not sleep well alst night but thats what always happens, i am lucky if i get one good night of sleep every few weeks, oh well. i am used to being tired all the time now. had a team meeting at six thirty. that was a fun time. out of twelve people ( Read more... )

i am in such a weird mood lately. dont know why, well i do but i dont really want to talk about it :) if most of my good friends whom i talk to were not out of town or out of the country then i would be fine but oh well. i guess i can get by with it and live with it just fine. other than all of that nothing else going on, went to ikea for the first ( Read more... )

Lonely and lost
A life in shadow
Pain from deep within,
It courses through each vein

There is no cure
My blood runs hot
It runs cold
I am lucky it runs

Mistakes from the past
Haunt me now
Anguish of the present
Causes tomorrows heart ache