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who what when where why? im not really sure of the answer, or what the question really means for that matter. can you be happy and sad; depressed and exhilarated; confident and unsure all at the same time? i dont mean in a linear fashion, i mean wham bam, here it is in your face all at the same time. hmm, i wonder ( Read more... )

i dont have anything particular to say, just havnt updated in a long while. good 4 or so weeks. busy is my name now though, wish it wasnt because it wouldnt seem so odd in public anymore. people give you very side long glances when they hear people calling you busy. yeah, that was lame...i sorry.  i think im going to be forced to keep my LJ's short ( Read more... )

well, i made it up to port orange and started school at palmer. its not really what i thought it would be, maybe a little more lax and laid back, but im sure that will change once everything gets rolling. i really dont think it will be as difficult as i once thought, maybe bio chem...but the rest will be challenging but fun. certainly doable. im ( Read more... )

ahh, to see into the future...to behold what is in store for us. its nearly everyones dream, right? yes, i just got back from seeing Paycheck...and yes, this is inspired in part by the film, but there are thoughts that i have been having that only seem to make more sense now that i have seen the movie. thus, i have to reference it. The one line in ( Read more... )

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have you ever just wanted to go to therapy, or go see a therapist just because you wanted to muck with them? i do ( Read more... )

not really a conscious effort here, just more of a rambling so bear with me ( Read more... )

i was thinking how it would be if one was to just up and disappear so to speak. just cut all ties with everyone they ever knew and move somewhere else, far far away if it helps you visualize ( Read more... )