so my brother in law and I were home with Jackson, just haging out. After Jackson went to bed my brother in law Bill starts to ask me questions about my future and about school... blah.. BAD SUBJECT... i am a little touchy... i dont want to talk about it. How do i tell him in a polite way i appreciate his interest in my future but really dont ( Read more... )

Here I am at my big sister stephanies house in Baltimore! Little LJ (Jackson) is sick... blah i hope i dont get it... he is only 1 so he caughs and sneeeeeeezes... everywhere! grr :( quinten is so darn cute ... the crap that comes out of a 3 year olds mouth wow! :) giggles and more giggles to me and everyone else ( Read more... )

I think the reality of the situation is slipping from my grasp. THis can not happen. Ihave phone calls to make... letters to write and critical planning that must take place. I dont really even know where to begin... so i am going to jump in and see what happens. I hope people are around to guide me and are helpful and understanding. OH shit ( Read more... )

my worries about grades... that i mentioned in earlier entries... are still there ( Read more... )

yesterday i got to talk to andy online and have a drink with him... virtual in yet realistic ( Read more... )

Last night Mack waved me over to the side of the highway in my dream... why? i do not know! then i repeatedly re pulled over... making sure i was off the road safely ( Read more... )

ahhh! i think i am going to have a panic attack - i just read in Nicole's journal that she got her grades.... ahhh! ahh that means they are coming soon. that means oh boy.. just in time for my sister Emily to get home tomorrow and hound me about them. OH SHit ( Read more... )

AAA also known as TRIPLE A know me well now ( Read more... )

so i am at my dads right now... up in the living room facing the corner windows and picking up the neighbors wireless on my Dell. little slow but for some reason the net aint working right at my moms ( Read more... )

hi, so i had this amazing, crazy, hot, random, dirty, interesting, suspense ridden, make me red in the cheeks dream last night...well more this morning. But i guess it is a little tooo much to just put up in this place... the people... ahh they could find it! ahh even though technically a couple of the people ... were people i do not know! or ( Read more... )