This last time my T was tested at 'peak' levels, 2 1/2 days after my injection. Before, my doctor has always tested it at it's lowest point, literally the same day I do my injection, but before the injection. The prior time I was tested, it was Total T - 662, at lowest point.

My levels were
Total Testosterone - 1241
Free Testosterone - 419.5
Free % - ( Read more... )

We all have priorities, and these priorities change over time.

For some of us, our priorities are ourselves.

For others, our priorities are those around us.

For even others, our priorities are things, matierial possessions.

For well over a decade, my main priorities in life were my husband and children. I put them before anything else, even to the ( Read more... )

My mom, unfortunately, had a very negative reaction, and she wasn't the one I EXPECTED the harshness from. My mom was and is still in the mindset of "how could you do this to me?" and "I don't understand how you can choose to hurt me so much." ( I've tried to tell her that this ISN'T about her, and my actions are NOT done to hurt her, but to be ( Read more... )

 I'll post their reactions / responses in another journal entry. (after dinner or tomorrow morning one)

Mom and Dad,

I love you both, and you mean a lot to me, more than I can possibly tell you. I hope that at the end of this letter you each feel that your love for me will overcome any difficulties you may have in accepting the news regarding me ( Read more... )

Simply put...

I'm a tguy by definition, because of the body I was born in, not matching the inner identity. I am a man. By a defect of birth I was born in a female body, but this is in the process of being rectified! Calling me "guy", "dude", "gentleman", those are acceptable!

I am mid-op, having had the hysterectomy / oophorectomy in December.

I've ( Read more... )