had a panic attack. I was just turning the laptop on and the net wasn't connecting and I just threw the laptop bag to the floor. Then my dog came to me so I'd let her out and I had to control myslef not to hit her and I don't ever hit my dogs and...fuck, I'm crying... I don't cry, damn it! I went to my room and jsust lost it, I guess. I think I was
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