Hey, how's it going? I'm not too bad, in spite of just eating a whole bag of chips. Lays chips are disgusting to begin with and I ate way too many of them. Ughhh I feel like I'm going to puke
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stacey`s party?!?! take me with you dammit! i want to reunite the shuberto, gilberto, and leblancing clans and drink till our names no longer make sense and we think we can leap over tall buildings lol
That sounds cool Jeff, we haven't gotten drunk together in years!!! The only thing is getting Joey to go. I'd really like to go (I hear her parties are usually pretty huge and a lot of fun!), but he still is like "uhh I don't know". But I bet if we both bug him he'll go. We can at least see what's going on there right? And if it gets boring we can always get a cab back home. But yeah I'll give you a call tommorrow and see what's going on! See ya :)
Are you??? That's cool, I didn't think anyone from our group would want to go. Oh right Wendy's people go too don't they! *brain dead* Yeah I hear her parties are usually pretty cool. Everyone who usually goes to Wheaty's is going (that by itself is like thirty people) and she said that there were a lot of other people going. Her house is pretty cool too... (it's painted what she calls "Alexander Keith Green"!) Either way there are going to be huge amounts of Jello shooters. So I'm definitely going to try and go... if we do I'll call you tomorrow and maybe we can all split a cab or something... talk to you then! :)
"and I do remember Ben wanting to kill himself again :( Man I hope he gets over it soon. Nothing's worth that kind of worrying, not even the "love of your life". And I'm not really convinced that's what she is in the first place." Thanks once again Heidi. Not that I ever cared whether you were convinced in the first place. Isn't it good to know that I'm still not over it yet?
Yes Ben it is... wasn't that, what, four months ago?
And to tell you the truth I still do think that, not that you care whether I do or not. Honestly, Ben, I don't want to criticize you, but do you really think that all this worrying is going to help anything? It seems to just be making you depressed, and making you think things that haven't really happened (for example, your friends not caring about you, and certain people always being somehow "involved" in this situation...)
We all really sympathize with what you're going through, Ben. But is there any way you can just try to put this behind you? I know what it's like to lose somebody you really care about, and it does hurt. But there is a time when you have to try and get on with your life, isn't there?
Ok Heidi. It's your birthday and all so I'm sorry if I sounded bitter. I'm officially trying to stop talking to April now. I feel like I have no other choice if all her friends (including you) think its a bad thing for us to be friends. Plus, the whole reason I was friends with April was because I'm so comfortable around her. Honestly, I don't remember a time when I was with her and it was just the two of us that I didn't have fun until all this happened. Yes it was four months ago but I'm still really mad about some of the things you told April when you really had no idea how I felt in the first place. But I'm even more angry at her for having to ask you how i felt in the first place and for basically taking for granted everything I did for her. For someone who cared so much she seems to be awfully selfish lately, or I guess it's just that when your not her friend anymore you start to see these things. Still Heidi. I really do love her. And I remember all the time thinking how much I lobved her and having you say that she should be
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Ben, man, you don't have a habit of ruining things! Stop being so hard on your poor self dammit! :) And besides, my day was very shitty before you even stepped into it
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i`m sure stacey doesn`t hate me too lol
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And to tell you the truth I still do think that, not that you care whether I do or not. Honestly, Ben, I don't want to criticize you, but do you really think that all this worrying is going to help anything? It seems to just be making you depressed, and making you think things that haven't really happened (for example, your friends not caring about you, and certain people always being somehow "involved" in this situation...)
We all really sympathize with what you're going through, Ben. But is there any way you can just try to put this behind you? I know what it's like to lose somebody you really care about, and it does hurt. But there is a time when you have to try and get on with your life, isn't there?
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