Actually, I'm not really even that anxious.
ha.

Just a tiny bit.
It should be fun.

I can't not go to school.

Car?
School?
An apartment in Syracuse?

Is any of this what I want?
Maybe not, but will they be important in obtaining what I want?
How can I know?

So, basically,
if I don't get a decent job in Syracuse
ALL of the money I've made will go into rent.

I do not like this idea.
However...
There are people depending on me to pull through with this living situation.
And I am taken with the idea of living with these people.

College is not charming the pants off me right now...

Although I'm not as anxious ( Read more... )

Okay.

Let's see here...

I want to peel my scabs from Buster. They itch.

lol, all of my past months' entries consist of me complaining about needing or wanting very immediate things such as food
or sleep.

Ah, well. Time to go to rehearsal!

I need.

To go.

Somewhere.

Everywhere.

Boys are flaky.

Maybe I should be too.

<3...

Dum dee dumm.

Hmm, yes.

Talk about neurotic.
I am up at 3:20.
Making lists of things I should do.
During the day.

Ehem.
Pardon me while I laugh at myself.

I'm a little bit hungry.
I don't feel the least bit tired.
I know I will be tomorrow though.
Oh, bad sleeping schedules.

I am a black widow ( Read more... )

I feel so hungry right now ( Read more... )

Don't ever convince yourself that what is happening to you should not be happening ( Read more... )