This fast is pointless. I'm not really going to lose that much more weight, and I'm really hungry and want food, because food tastes good and makes me feel good. So I'm going downstairs and eating some food. And breaking my fast. A banana and 2 pieces of cheese. Why am I doing this to myself?

..YAY. I managed to not have lunch, which was easy, but at around 5:00, i started feeling REALLY bingey. there wasn't any free food around, but there were lots of snack machines with lots of junk food and stuff in it. good thing i only brought a 20 dollar bill. YES ( Read more... )

K guys! the hardest day of the fast is over! friday.. check! i'm 114.8 as of this morning. I lost the 2 pounds i gained from my binge. 4 points for me.

I managed the day without a bit of food. Sure, it hurts, but it was a LOT easier than I expected. I drank 4 cups of diet snapple (2 raspberry, 2 peach) and c/sed 3 pieces of chocolate. That's 2 bracelets! (i'm giving myself one for every lunch or dinner i pass without eating)

Ok. I'm 116.8 as of this morning. Fast started! I won't have a chance to eat anyway until 6th period. if i just walk there and don't look back, i should be fine. dinner at "work" today, run 2 miles?

Had 2 sandwiches (400), 2 grass jelly drinks (170), wheatables (150) . Tomorrow we'll start a fast until Monday night. I'm sick of this shit.

Grapefruit - 50 ( Read more... )

Dinner was 200 cals. Ran only 4/5 of a mile (100 cals), ate a 35-cal cheese. No nail-biting until after memorial day weekend. Have been productive, and the poster is looking good.

I'm going to go practice violin in 10 minutes or so until 10, type up the spanish stuff for tomorrow, review a little more history, and go to bed.

6 points today!

Strawberries - 200 ( Read more... )

I weigh a solid 1144.5. 1 point!