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[luciblue]

i feel desiccated and tired. i feel like i've got nothing much to say lately-nothing is exciting.
i got a 79 in spanish, which kept me from honors this quarter. got a little self distructive and my mom had to snap me out of it.
i hope that being sixteen stays fairly monotonous. i can't stand tumult.
yeah. i was stupid today.
again.

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[anonymous]

self-destructive? should I have you spell it out for me or am I getting worried for nothing? gotta take care of my Watson!

[luciblue]

oh no, no worries...nothing physical at all...in fact, it's probably soemthing only my mother would call self destructive. when i heard about my 79 i shouted to myself inside my house while on the phone "fuck me! i might as well just shove all my other stupid grades. i'm ruined!"
it was a flush of anger.
no te preocupes, niña-watson is a-ok.