I think it's an overall pretty disgusting habit. I used to think I wasn't addicted because I can stop, go days without having one, sometimes months or even a year. But when I'm not smoking I often think about smoking, ask myself if I want one, make the conscious decision that I do not. I don't know that I'll ever actually stop- my life may be filled with really long pauses but now that I know what it's like and have built a habit around it before, I don't think my body will ever truly forget or stop craving it. You know pretty lady, even if you may not be addicted now, the more you smoke, the closer you are to making an impression on your body. Even though you may still be able to stop- do you want to battle with the wanting for the rest of your life? Still... I started smoking again because I enjoy it. :) I figure if that's all I got problems with, I'm doing pretty fuckin' good.
There has never been a time where I think about smoking, ever haha. I don't crave it, I don't want it, I don't anything it. I started because I like it and so it gave me something to stand outside in the cold and do....Plus I started to try and help my roommate quit. The less I smoke, the less he wants to cause he doesn't want to do it by himself...but he can't do it cold turkey, so it's one day at a time.
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the only thing cigarettes calm are the symptoms of addiction.
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Still... I started smoking again because I enjoy it. :)
I figure if that's all I got problems with, I'm doing pretty fuckin' good.
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