2003 Review.....yeah, I copied. ;)
I'm going to kind of do what sorrowslament did, and review the year as it was to me.
It totally was a rollercoaster ride. Things ended, things began. I was let down, I was picked back up. I cried, I laughed. All in all I would have to say it was an Ok year. Not the best of years, not the worst.
The begining of it was...bad. For the first three of four months I will admit, yes, I was in a derpession-like mode. Caused by many things. My mother, and my father not being here, and a few other things. That is when I really got a wake-up call that I was being extemely stupid. So, from about May-the begining of summer, I straightened up my act and things got so much more better. Then summer came. I was bored the whole summer. There were days when I went out and had fun with some people, but there were some days where I literally went insane sitting here doing nothing. I was bored, but people helped me through it. It was my own fault for sitting around, and not getting out there and doing anything. My insecure picture of myself and my shyness kept me from that. That's when school started. I still remained incredibly insecure, but then October came. The wedding, my birthday weekend. I still, to this day, have no idea why that day changed me. But it did. I think the whole fact about being away from the stupidness in afairs here did it. But it changed me, and I am no longer as insecure as I was before. Not in the least.
October 15th. A day that will stay printed in my memory forever. My mothers 37th birthday. She came home from where ever she was for the night out, and my dad confronted her with the phone bills and the whole unbeliveable story about the Vegas guy and all. The fighting continued for about two weeks. Then my mother asked for a divorce. I will always remember October. The month my personality changed for the better, and when my mother left. Her leaving really didn't have an affect on me. Come to think about it, people said I got happier when she left. I think it's true.
Which brings me to my next topic. My friends. Throughout this year, my friends say they strongly saw a change in me. They all thought of me in the beginning as being very dependent and reluctant. Within a year time frame, they say I changed drastically. Even my father says so. And I thank them all...
Vern - Love this girl so much. She helped me through hard times. She stuck with me and helped me with everthing she possibly could. No matter what, she was by my side. I have not once had a huge disagreeing argument over anything with her. She will be one that I remain close with for years to come, because we always help eachother. French classes are stupid, but priceless nonetheless, eh,Vern? ;)
Jon Jon - The coolest guy I know! My best friends ex-boyfriend, who I despised with a passion in the begining of the year. So glad things changed. I can tell him anything. He's like a girl friend of mine...but not a girl. And I love it that way. Although, he does share info with me that I wish not to hear, he is still a cool guy. I am looking forward to hopefully joining him at UCR when it's my turn to go to college.
KS0R - Yes, my Kanadian twin. ;) I didn't know what the hell to think of her when I first began talking to her. As time went on, I grew to like her pretty well. Like Vern, she helped me through hard times. She threw out comments that made me question if I was doing or saying the right things. She really helped me with a lot. I thank her highly for that. My most memorable moment with her was the bra picture night. LMAO...Good times. I look forward to continuing talking to her. She's really a great girl.
Heather - Well, Heather. I didn't get to know her well until the begining of school this year. She's so awesome. I can tell her anything, and she sits there and takes it. Then when I am finished venting, it's her turn to vent. I'm still going to steal her dog. And she's an awesome person also, because she gives me free McDonald's. ;)
Craigor - Alos a cool guy. I don't know him half as well as I would like, but he's still a good guy. Very opinionated and likes to question whatever he can. Good quality to have. Hope to get to know him better before he leaves.
My dad - The best person I know. He doesn't always understand me, but I love him to death. He's number one on my list, and I'd die for him...as I would for most of my friends, but still. Once my mother left, my dad changed as well. He fell into a depression state, but was pulled back up. He now has a life and goes out to do things during the week that he could not do when I mohter was here. I wish my dad the best, because he deserves it,
I know there are many more. I can list them, but it would take forever. The few above are the ones I would really like to thank most of all.
I hope everyone has a great new year.
HAPPY NEW YEAR'S!!!!!
It totally was a rollercoaster ride. Things ended, things began. I was let down, I was picked back up. I cried, I laughed. All in all I would have to say it was an Ok year. Not the best of years, not the worst.
The begining of it was...bad. For the first three of four months I will admit, yes, I was in a derpession-like mode. Caused by many things. My mother, and my father not being here, and a few other things. That is when I really got a wake-up call that I was being extemely stupid. So, from about May-the begining of summer, I straightened up my act and things got so much more better. Then summer came. I was bored the whole summer. There were days when I went out and had fun with some people, but there were some days where I literally went insane sitting here doing nothing. I was bored, but people helped me through it. It was my own fault for sitting around, and not getting out there and doing anything. My insecure picture of myself and my shyness kept me from that. That's when school started. I still remained incredibly insecure, but then October came. The wedding, my birthday weekend. I still, to this day, have no idea why that day changed me. But it did. I think the whole fact about being away from the stupidness in afairs here did it. But it changed me, and I am no longer as insecure as I was before. Not in the least.
October 15th. A day that will stay printed in my memory forever. My mothers 37th birthday. She came home from where ever she was for the night out, and my dad confronted her with the phone bills and the whole unbeliveable story about the Vegas guy and all. The fighting continued for about two weeks. Then my mother asked for a divorce. I will always remember October. The month my personality changed for the better, and when my mother left. Her leaving really didn't have an affect on me. Come to think about it, people said I got happier when she left. I think it's true.
Which brings me to my next topic. My friends. Throughout this year, my friends say they strongly saw a change in me. They all thought of me in the beginning as being very dependent and reluctant. Within a year time frame, they say I changed drastically. Even my father says so. And I thank them all...
Vern - Love this girl so much. She helped me through hard times. She stuck with me and helped me with everthing she possibly could. No matter what, she was by my side. I have not once had a huge disagreeing argument over anything with her. She will be one that I remain close with for years to come, because we always help eachother. French classes are stupid, but priceless nonetheless, eh,Vern? ;)
Jon Jon - The coolest guy I know! My best friends ex-boyfriend, who I despised with a passion in the begining of the year. So glad things changed. I can tell him anything. He's like a girl friend of mine...but not a girl. And I love it that way. Although, he does share info with me that I wish not to hear, he is still a cool guy. I am looking forward to hopefully joining him at UCR when it's my turn to go to college.
KS0R - Yes, my Kanadian twin. ;) I didn't know what the hell to think of her when I first began talking to her. As time went on, I grew to like her pretty well. Like Vern, she helped me through hard times. She threw out comments that made me question if I was doing or saying the right things. She really helped me with a lot. I thank her highly for that. My most memorable moment with her was the bra picture night. LMAO...Good times. I look forward to continuing talking to her. She's really a great girl.
Heather - Well, Heather. I didn't get to know her well until the begining of school this year. She's so awesome. I can tell her anything, and she sits there and takes it. Then when I am finished venting, it's her turn to vent. I'm still going to steal her dog. And she's an awesome person also, because she gives me free McDonald's. ;)
Craigor - Alos a cool guy. I don't know him half as well as I would like, but he's still a good guy. Very opinionated and likes to question whatever he can. Good quality to have. Hope to get to know him better before he leaves.
My dad - The best person I know. He doesn't always understand me, but I love him to death. He's number one on my list, and I'd die for him...as I would for most of my friends, but still. Once my mother left, my dad changed as well. He fell into a depression state, but was pulled back up. He now has a life and goes out to do things during the week that he could not do when I mohter was here. I wish my dad the best, because he deserves it,
I know there are many more. I can list them, but it would take forever. The few above are the ones I would really like to thank most of all.
I hope everyone has a great new year.
HAPPY NEW YEAR'S!!!!!