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Had another sex dream about Gordon Ramsey last night. What the hell is wrong with me? I don't feel any attraction to him, not consciously anyway. Don't remember any details from this one, aside from that it was in Darling Harbour this time as opposed to Newtown. And the colours were mostly cool whites, blues, silvers and royal purple and lots of ( Read more... ) -
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I had to get this of my chest 'cause it's just too weird to keep bottled up. Even at the best of times my dreams leave me feeling bugged and out of sorts but none of them have quite made me go WTF??!! like this one ( Read more... ) -
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S0 once again I'm sitting at a padlocked computer in an almost clinical dirty white room the only entrance of which is through a seedy looking doorway and up some creaky old stairs. Bad radio is playing in the background and I'm surrounded by backpackers who don't seem to have washed in a while. Last March it was in London, this time it's Melbourne ( Read more... ) -
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Whenever I see the word 'harem' the first image that pops into my mind is those huge, ugly, big nosed bull Elephant Seals trying to bite each other into submission for the right to mate with all the females around them. Giant floppy noses and eyes rolling to reveal the whites, head-butting each other and making huge HHNNNNGGGOORRRKKK noises.
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I dreamed about my mother for the first time this morning. She was like she was before the cancer came back, before it really started to take her away. She was beautiful and she could move easily and without pain. I didn't think I could remember her like that any more, that it was too far back.
I miss her so much.
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Urgh
I have the flu, I haven't been this sick since I was in Japan. At least then I had the joys of a new and interesting culture to distract me, all I'm surrounded by right now is tissues. ._.
I WANT TO BREATHE THROUGH MY NOSE AGAIN!!
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Just checked out the new profile look, not sure how I feel about, it looks too empty, like I should have more things added or something ( Read more... ) -
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Just got back from trying to walk to work. Do not feel good. My legs feel like jelly, my stomach like it's made from concrete and my sinuses seem to be filling with goo. I also feel both too hot and too cold.
My bed is making incredibly tempting come hither type motions...or maybe my eyes are just going wonky.
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Just tried to go get a hamburger for lunch.
YOU CANNOT GET A HAMBURGER FOR LESS THAN $7 IN CROWS NEST!!
This offends my sensibilities as a near broke, indebted cheapskate.
I went to Subway instead. Still cost $6.50. *grumbles*
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the annoyance of self discovery
Applies doubly so when it's something that flies in the face of almost
everything you brought up to think or believe about yourself.
When it's something you've known for what feels like years but you can
only now actually put into words. And even then only in your head,
can't bring yourself to say it out loud, not yet.
When you wish it wasn't true ( Read more... )