stop dancing for what

[lucidrose]

other people's talents do not generally make me feel small. or completely bowled over by my own inability to think lucidly, or say what i mean. because i'm really only abominably terrible at three things: singing, playing instruments, and generally wording anything. that's it. i'm positive i could learn to do anything else with time. but no amount

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[gypsytantrum]

i don't understand why melancholy is such a key attitude for you

[lucidrose]

i don't know. happiness seems so complacent. melancholy implies a thirst for life that is unsatisfied. to thirst at all is more exciting i think than being a lump of 'okay'