It's 8 degrees out and I think my chesticles are going to fall off the next time I have to go outside. I got a call from an Ex of mine today. Devon... it was odd and out of no where, but pleasant. He apologized for leaving like he did. It was nice to hear the things he told me after the stuff that's been going on recently. It's also nice ( Read more... )

GAY. Holy shit... life has been hell. Today was the day from hell. My boyfriend od'd on weed, alcohol, and adderal this morning and was in the hospital later. I broke up with him today, and on our anniversary too. It was one of the hardest things I've had to do. It literally broke my heart. I put so much into our relationship, and hardly got ( Read more... )

I know it's been a long time since I've updated... Here's the news... I'm moving out into an apartment with my friends Maddie and Bobby. The rent is a very good price, and I can afford it. I'm planning on applying for this management job at Lowes. I'll be making more than what I make at taco bell. The owner of the store basically gave me the ( Read more... )

Showering regularly is conducive to sanity.

Our hot water heater is broken, and it would cost too much to get it fixed. So we're not... and we're moving Wednesday. So no more hot showers... and thus I have to go elsewhere for a nice shower. I just got out of the shower... and it was AWESOME!!! WOOOOOOO!

We're moving on Wednesday. I haven't started packing yet, and I'm really sad. I just wanna box myself in my room and sleep.

I don't want a boyfriend, but I want love. A boyfriend is definitely something you should have before having love. To acquire the boyfriend... not so difficult... but finding your soul mate is. I know I shouldn't live my life day to day depressed with out my soul mate, but that's all I really want in life. This is why I'm changing my priorities ( Read more... )

I've been hanging out a lot with Peter, Maddie, Dam... a bunch of people that are super cool. I realized how similar Maddie and I really are. It's really cool finding other girls who I have a lot in common with. It makes me feel really happy. I'm hungry right now. I really want to do something since it's a Saturday night. Wee ooo. I think my ( Read more... )

...fuck... this sucks. Devon and I broke up on the 5th. What the hell? I thought that everything was going well... so well. I feel different about this breakup... I haven't ever felt this way after a break up... I don't know what's going on. I had a pedicure today to cheer me up... and it did momentarily, but I feel sad again. I went on a ( Read more... )

Hello all.  I had an awesome 9 days.  I can't believe it's all gone already.  Everything went well with Devon, and despite a few kinks in our plans everything should turn out well.  I'm going to write a lot about this week... so I'll leave the link in case some of you don't want to read in detail how things went, and there's a lot.  Heh... He's ( Read more... )

So Devon's gonna be here in like... two days. It's freggin awesome. Though I haven't spoken to him since Sunday. I talked to his mom for a little bit, and his mom talked to my mom. I want her to get to know me so she doesn't think I'm some freak trying to murder her son. I think that's reasonable. I wrote a new short story for my creative ( Read more... )