supercongratulations, my baby! how was the party? lots of fake smiling and small talk and "oh-thank-you-how-lovely-of-you" like in mine? and the after-party? i have a fixation: i still want to take those promised pictures of you when i come back.
(no more whining, this is all i'm saying: 1)hospital, again. wasn't conscious enough to congratulate ealier. my wake up-call, yes, finally. it's time to stop this childish self-destruction. they told me heart is still okay (post-anorexia, post-drugs), what an unbelievable relief. i appreciate your concern, but if, IF, in the end it all got worse and, well, you know - remember that this is my life and my life alone. 2. my life journal. i write, if i write (doesn't attract me at all at the moment), about anything. it can be entirely fictional, entirely factual or, as usual, a combination. 3. it's all good now. if it ever gets as bad as pre-hospital, i come home. i've promised that to myself as well as all my Significant Ones as well to you, here, now. she could kill me too easily.)
dio cane, how many errors in the comment i just wrote. oh well.
our flights to london are booked for 26th of june, one way only. i stay there 2 days, 2 weeks, 2 months, until october - whatever feels comfortable. if something, anything, is too hard, i'll return to helsinki just to breathe. my point was, however, that since you're, as you said, showered with money, how about That Trip we talked about on xxxxxx.com before?
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congratulations, dear.
hooray for money! xx
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(no more whining, this is all i'm saying:
1)hospital, again. wasn't conscious enough to congratulate ealier. my wake up-call, yes, finally. it's time to stop this childish self-destruction. they told me heart is still okay (post-anorexia, post-drugs), what an unbelievable relief. i appreciate your concern, but if, IF, in the end it all got worse and, well, you know - remember that this is my life and my life alone.
2. my life journal. i write, if i write (doesn't attract me at all at the moment), about anything. it can be entirely fictional, entirely factual or, as usual, a combination.
3. it's all good now. if it ever gets as bad as pre-hospital, i come home. i've promised that to myself as well as all my Significant Ones as well to you, here, now. she could kill me too easily.)
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our flights to london are booked for 26th of june, one way only. i stay there 2 days, 2 weeks, 2 months, until october - whatever feels comfortable. if something, anything, is too hard, i'll return to helsinki just to breathe. my point was, however, that since you're, as you said, showered with money, how about That Trip we talked about on xxxxxx.com before?
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we'll see. it's possible, anything is. let's just see how things go & talk about it more during days to come.
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