not happy, no. but i am also in love, and extremely grateful for it. i hate where i live. the college i go to is horribly boring, depressing, life-draining. i'm transferring to a different school next fall, taking a semester off before then. i need the escape from it. i'm afraid if i continue living in westfield, i won't want to finish college, period. and i don't want that, so i'm taking a break. i've been slipping in and out of depression, but it seems to be subsiding, finally. i have a feeling next year will be significantly better than this one. i hope i'm right.
and im slowly starting to feel like i could be scared to death of my winter. of my autumn and my summer and my spring, of my last fucking year. and definitely, yes, definitely, i don't know if this is drowning or coming up for air.
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Oh, the days of our y o u t h!
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tuokaa malja
sydämeni vuotaa verta
liian teatraalista, liian... kaunista.
kiitos, kun vihdoin kirjoitit jotain.
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youre adorable. kisses, sweetheart.
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