I think the war is a good thing. Hopefully Iraq & U.S. will keep fighting until we slowly kill each other off becasue we both deserve it.

It's been a long time since I've posted last because I've been trying to figure out what the hell is going on with me and what I am doing. I still am not sure what is wrong with me although I've decided I want to work at the state hospital. Sounds like fun to me. I'm going to a month long class to get my MHMR license then hopefully get employed ( Read more... )

I've finally gotten up enough courage to drag my lazy ass down to MSU & drop my classes. I love the feeling of being a loser. I think I'm going to get a job at Burger King. It's so nice to be able to do what I want to do when I want. I think I'll learn to crochet or start painting. Reading is starting to bore me. Or perhaps I'll join a ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that for some reason I keep thinking about and can't seem to let it go like all of others. I dreamed that I fucked a black guy. He was a good looking fella, but the more I think about it the more I feel like I did'nt and would not enjoy it if it accually happened. I do feel that it had some hidden meaning and I wish I ( Read more... )

1. Drop all classes at MSU.
2. Get a job(or 2).
3. Stop obsessing over things.
4. Decide on a good long term career path suitable for someone w/ a low i.q.(haha! yeah!)
5. Start writing in lj more often..try to meet people like me!~

Thought ( Read more... )

hmmm.

Today is the first day of the rest of my life! heheh..I should'nt let the fact that I'm 21 and havent accomplished a thing get in the way of having fun and being happy should I??

I don't really know what to say but I do know that I might as well drop out of school because I feel like I'm running around in circles and getting absolutely nothing accomplished ( Read more... )

I feel like I do everything in excess. I was at the gym saturday and after running on the treamill for 30 minutes, I decided to do another hour on the eliptical trainer. The short trainer guy who thinks he's a stud(and needs a haircut I might add) came up and started talking to me as he sometimes does. He asked me what my hangup with the ( Read more... )