We're going through changes...

[luciferzchild]

yeah well, last night I sunk into a depressed state like usual...I have so much wrong with me its driving me to the point of insanity! And I wanted to cut myself sooooooooooo badly this morning in the shower but I had to resist the urge. And I have a headache and I'm tired...and dont feel too well but I'm also very hungry. All I ate today was

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[bowlingpin]

i hear the whole not wanting to be here thing. i wish that everday. ill take all the razors away from you.

[luciferzchild]

Ann...stop being so sexxy!!!

[speciesismsucks]

Doesn't cutting just release endorphyns (sp?) or whatever? and if that's all it does, does it really seem worth it? I mean sure you feel good for a bit but then you know, that good feeling just fades away again but those scars could be there forever. In my head those consequences are greater than the gain. I guess I probably don't understand as well but even still, don't cut =(

and

As I see it... a good (violent) video game and a 6 pack of coke is the ultimate anti-depressant. But you know, that might work better for a 15 year old boy than 18 year old girl... I guess the best stress reliever is just screwing around by whatever you like to do best =)

good luck with everything going on

[luciferzchild]

You are now my new favorite 15 year old...You are AMAZING!!! I don't drink coke or any kind of carpinated beverages...I drink water and juice and Capri Sun (wild cherry) I wish we had playstation and shit cause I would be doing Busta Groove on it ALLLLLLLL the time...that would keep me occupied.

I usually cut in the shower so there is no mess or anything. It's just too easy for me to do cause I know how to take apart shavers to get the blades out and shit and the pain doesnt bother me all that much (I have a very high tolerance for pain which is good sometimes)

But I think if I drank coke and had some good video games (not on my gameboy) I would deffinatly do your suggestion. Maybe I need to get some xtreme inline skates that fit me and go out and start skating again...I miss it soooo much. <333333333333

[speciesismsucks]

Is busta groove like Dance Dance Revolution?

[luciferzchild]

yeah it kinda is...its the BEST game on the first PS system. MAN!!! I miss that game sooo much! :'(

you suck

[anonymous]

get it over with ok.you are sickening. you do this just for pity. "ohh mommy help imma kill myslef wahh" get a fukcing life and suck it up. if youre this fukcing lame then deal with it. you just need attention and comments. you're just like every other depressed fuck out there. you're not depressed stupid you just do this for attention and cause you think it's whats "in". well its stupid and so is your whole "IM SuPER GoTH" act. the lamest thing I've possibly ever seen is how you go on some wack boy's site saying" IM hot and I have short hair and i'ma goth" what has this world become.

Re: you suck

[speciesismsucks]

That's just really stereotypical. Like every word on that post. You realize depression is a real medical condition? So what if a bunch of other people are depressed. A bunch of other people have cancer also and I don't think they do it to be cool. And if you think she's trying to get attention by jumping on the bandwagon. I'll bet you that there are just as many stupid fucks like you who waste their precious little time on this planet just trying to make others feel bad with whatever shit they can pull out of their ass. You're one of those kids who are trying to rebel against rebellion and saying "oh look at me! I'm saying goths are all the same! oh that's stupid to do what everyone else is doing. I'm just not going to have an identity so no one can stereotype me and make me cry in my corner!" People like you honestly need a foot up the ass. oh wait... you already have to much shit up there that needs to be pulled out before you shove anything else in...

Re: you suck

[luciferzchild]

thank you darling...you are my shining star! <33333333

+lots of hugs and kisses for you+

Re: you suck

[luciferzchild]

Ok first off, read my comment above to the other little jackass who was too scared to leave their name because they were talking smack to me telling me to slit my wrists

look at me I am a douche bag!!!

[screamingchild]

hi I am a cock sucking shit head
I get pleasure out of making fun of someones post
and dont have the balls to put my name
well I guess I should go, my mommy has to change me so I can nap
you friendly ass punching shit head Anonymous

Re: look at me I am a douche bag!!!

[luciferzchild]

hahahaha thank you for the good laugh!!!

Re: look at me I am a douche bag!!!

[screamingchild]

anytime doll
=tim=

[bowlingpin]

am i alwasy the one that has to tell you to update your shit!!!!?!?! love ya

<3333-ann

[luciferzchild]

hahaha yeah you are :D

[bowlingpin]

well here i go again... UPDATE THIS SHIT!!

[luciferzchild]

when you stop smoking I will :]