I love you darling
anonymous
April 3 2004, 10:54:57 UTC
I'm so sorry I had to do that whole thing...but its not cause you didnt make me happy, your the greatest gf anyone could ask for, no joke, and your deserving of someone whose got more time and energy to love you back, I have alota personal issues right now and its not fair to you because I'm there as much as I should be and I've decided on joining the national guard and so I'm leaving for 9 weeks in july, then i come home for a week then I'm off for anther 6 weeks, and then from there who knows, I don't think it would be fair to you because we were both getting extremely attached and so if we were togather it would make leaving 10 billion times harder and I dont think thats a position I should be putting anyone in, and yeah I started smoking yeasterday because I'm so stressed with issues involving my mom and other stuff (but I'm so stopping again because like wow its just gross and bad) and yes I was crying because I can't cope with the fact that I'm hurting you and it hurt me too cause ahhh and omg I'm babbling in your journal...I'll
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Re: I love you darlingluciferzchildApril 3 2004, 14:45:37 UTC
darling it's alright...you were a fantabulous g/f as well but I would have been so sad if we were still together and you went off...I would miss you so much! I mean I will still miss you dearly when you go away but I would have had the hardest time copeing if we were together when you went away.
Please babe, I really hope we can stay in touch when you go away...letters, calling...anything! I just want to know you are alright. You mean so much to me and I wouldn't want to lose touch with you.
I knew you were going to break it off with me cause I could tell something was wrong cause you didn't seem yourself yesterday and when you kissed me good bye I could smell the cigg smoke. I really don't wanna lose your friendship.
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Please babe, I really hope we can stay in touch when you go away...letters, calling...anything! I just want to know you are alright. You mean so much to me and I wouldn't want to lose touch with you.
I knew you were going to break it off with me cause I could tell something was wrong cause you didn't seem yourself yesterday and when you kissed me good bye I could smell the cigg smoke. I really don't wanna lose your friendship.
I love you so much!
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