Sun-of-a flying cow!! I've been acting so weird it's not even funny. Every time I get mad now, I don't just get mad, I get PISSED!! And when I get pissed I cut myself. With anything that doesn't make me bleed(needles, safety pins, pins, paper clips) But this time I got so mad I peirced the skin on the back of my hand with a needle, but that's not ( Read more... )

My brother thinks he owns the stupid world! I was sitting there playing the P2 while he was on the computer and when he was done with the computer he automatically says, Get off! and I'm like, wtf? I was on first! shouldn't he have to wait? I always had to wait, I NEVER got the computer or the game when I wanted to play, but he just says to get off ( Read more... )

BTG's mom is trying to make her play softball and it's getting to where they're really starting to fight(not with fists, but yelling and ignoring and chores and stuff). BTG is really upset, and the worst part of this for me is, I don't know how to help her. I'm worried about her emotional stability. I wish I could help her ( Read more... )

Wow, today wasn't bad either. Well, for some reason I got reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally pissed off and depressed from third to fourth period and I was angry and snapped at BTG. I felt so bad, but then we went to taco bell after school and it was sooo fun! I like hanging out with BTG she's the funniest person I've ever met ( Read more... )

Today wasn't so bad... Me and BTG were driving down this one road(I was driving) and we passed an old elementary that wasn't being used any more and there was grafity on the wall. So like an idiot I turn around to read it while I'm driving. Me and BTG looked forward again and realized I was driving off the road into some branches and we both ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if love is really even a feeling at all... perhaps it's nothing more than infatuation or obsession taken to a whole new level. I don't know, but I despise that word now. I just had the most painful realization in the world, but I'm not ready to talk about it, and prolly never will be. I'd prefer if it were me to be killed be ( Read more... )

You post a comment William and you talk all sweet and nice, and yet you leave me these incredibly long e-mails on how much I'm a slut and druggie (which I'm not). But you know what? Kiss my bum! And BTG is my best friend too, I can have more than one you know! Not only are you making me mad but mom is driving me up the wall! We lost power this ( Read more... )

I've got a friend in South Carolina. He says he likes me more than I can understand, but then he goes and he makes me mad everytime I turn around. That's not right, I feel as though he wants to control me and it's pissing me off. GRR!! My mom just banned me from my second best friend BTG. But she can't do anything to keep me from seeing her. She ( Read more... )

Aye well, just found out that my boyfriends been cheating on me the last month, but it don't bother me. He was an a-hole pervert anyway! A couple of my friends stopped talking to me, but I can't figure out why... oh well, I'm still here if they need me. Tomorrow is my friends B-day and we're all going out to dinner. It'll be fun because when me and ( Read more... )