Jonathans sister is such a bitch man. she blows off my sister after not seeing her for almost a year. And shes always out to get jonathan, she doesnt deserve anything she gets.

ive got so much to say. so much confused in my mind. all distorted and mixed together. i could put it together but whats the point in writing it down in this thing?

i left my brother in law ray alone in a restraunt with my grandma who never stops talking about random shit, so this morning when i woke up there was marker all over my face. shouldent of passed out drunk in the living room! =(

school is boring

life is great.
alcohol is fun.
i love my friends over everything else.
jonathan and brandon.
ave satanas.
hail hitler.
my thoughts for the hour.

"update update" is all i hear. so im updating.
fugoff

heh

People are so weird, they are modivated to change their whole life. Throw away something that belongs to them, just to fit in. Or just to have someone like them better. Makes me feel bad me being the one to modivate the person. I wish they would realize no matter what people say THEY WILL NEVER BE YOU they will never know what its like to be you. ( Read more... )

I am the voice inside your head
and I control you
I am the lover in your bed
and I control you
I am the sex that you provide
and I control you
I am the hate you try to hide
and I control you
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self-destructI speak religion's message clear ( Read more... )

How come everyone thinks they are hot shit if they get fucked up? It seems to be a trend to do drugs and be depressed over love or something. It gets so old.