It's like I hardly see the sky...

[lucilu]

It was raining. I could hear the pattering on my window, I could almost feel the power of the rain shaking the panes of glass. I remember rolling over to touch one of the windows and my hand was taken with it, I could feel the liquid window wrap around my fingers. I wanted to go outside. I saw a bright blue light outside, I felt like I needed to

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[binkenstein]

The key to dealing with emotional responces is to figure out _why_ they are being caused. And then keep asking why. What is this emotion for? Why does it exist?
Find the common goal, and then find the middle ground between the routes taken to get to that goal.
Of course, I could explain it better in person, and it is after 5am, so my mind isn't the best right now.
*snore*

[lucilu]

I can understand why they are being caused. There's no fault there. I can determine what emotion is coming from where, what situation causes what result.. But there is so many emotions that are drowning me as a person that I can't quite recover from.

Although, as you say, it'd probably be easier to talk about in person. I can understand what you're saying too, but there's so many things to talk about in order to explain every point and aspect to come to some sort of conclusion.

I do however thank you for your input, Binky. (Hope you slept well.. :) )

[binkenstein]

You're welcome m'dear.
(and yes, I seem to have lost 5 hours somewhere in the middle of today)

[theuns]

Some of the best times I've ever had was because of being surrounded by people smarter than I am. It's a wonderful feeling.

As for emotion, what worked for me is to watch myself. It took more than a year to even out, but did in the end. YMMV.

[lucilu]

It's odd. Although I enjoy being around people who are intelligent, I feel very inferior to be talking to such people. It has always made me feel uncomfortable to be talking to someone who seems higher up than I am. I feel somewhat _wrong_ to do so.

Aye, and as for emotion I would agree- But sometimes when there is so much going on, it tends to slip for me. I should have learnt by now.. *laughs*

[uzielnz]

Paintball is the cure for all. Club day next Sunday.

Abducted?

[nipps]

Hey you can hang out with me any day, I consider myself intelligent but act as thick as 2 short planks, or I can swing the other way to. I have that retarded dumb ass look to me as well to complete the effect.

Was it a dream? Or was that a repressed alien abduction memory? Does your ass hurt?
Heck I just fell down the stairs...bloody aliens made me fall & now my ass hurts.... grrr. Shouldn't have been talkign about them..thy R listenign to me....where is my tinfoil hat damnit!!

OT -- Confused

[anonymous]

Okay, now I am confused. How come you have JSR in your friends list?

Re: OT -- Confused

[lucilu]

Maybe because he's a friend? :)