I MISS YOU
Date: Uncertain. Most likely sometime in early October, although may possibly be late September.
Written in classes: History and Photography
It's really crazy how much I miss you.
I mean, I've always missed you, but the past couple days, over break, you've always been on my mind! Wherever we are, whatever we're doing, I wind up thinking, I wish Ciara was here.
When me, Sheryl, and Kelsie were walking around Pearl City in the dark, I thought, If Ciara were here, this'd be an adventure. If she were here, this'd be even better.
When me and Athena were on the bus, heading off to Sand Island for church, I was thinking about how I wished it was you and me on a bus, heading to Ice Palace or Waikiki or Pearls, or Mililani, or Haleiwa. I thought about all the places I want to go with you, and all the reasons why I want go there.
When I was at the beach for Nicole's birthday, and I was upset about half the kids there being annoying and dumb and asshole-y in general, I thought about who I did want to introduce you to, and speculated what you'd think of them.
I keep falling quiet and thinking about you.
I'm in History right now.
If you were in my class, do you think Ms. Sato-Lum would let you sit next to me?
Prolly not, huh. Ms. Kam didn't. (God, she was such a bitch!)
(I swear I didn't do that on purpose. My train of thought just went there on its own.)
But, yeah. It's crazy. It feels like you're all I think about, and I really had to just get it down on paper.
Athena says I'm always talking about you, I said, "You think that's a lot, you should see how much I think about her."
(Well, she thought it was cute.)
