"It won't give up, it wants me dead, god damn this noise inside my head"

[luckdr4g0n]

"Guardo! Bruciava il loco di mia culla!"Another sleepless night, despite complete physical exhaustion. Nothing new, of course; I haven't slept through the night in over ten years (with few but notable exceptions). There are, no doubt, medical reasons for this, which will hopefully be revealed in my sleep study next month. But there is no point

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Truly hoping you are sleeping sound

[lily213]

I have no authority or wise perspective, it must be said. You have always advised ME. In my very simple opinion, there are things that cannot be dealt with, categorized, or put to bed. You either grow beyond them or you were meant to carry them.

I choose my battles with my demons. Some are just going to always be a part of me. Carry them long enough, with acceptance, you may forget they were there in the first place.

Don't put too much pressure on yourself. Everything hurts and bleeds. You have moved beyond your skeletons, even if they don't know it yet.

My best to you and Melanie.