I'm going in to be induced/have my water broke in 2 days! My appt. is at 4:10 Monday so today and tomorrow I have a lot of cleaning/last minute packing to do. I lost my mucous plus two days ago and have been having steady contractions for about 4 days now, but not true labor. I don't think he'll come before Monday, so that is the day I am looking ( Read more... )

Still won't do it. Writing is fine cuz he wrote me first. :09

Looks like the lizards will be able to stay in the room after all. Thank goodness! I like having them in there with me. They are my little protectors, hehe.

I just get done writing about him and then what do you know I have a message from him. I'm not happy, no really I swear. Tee hee hee.

See, I'm such a dork. :)

Something made me happy today though. I make myself laugh sometimes. I got a microwave LOL. OK, to some this would seem like nothing but I happen to enjoy microwaves....a LOT. I can make tea tonight and sing myself to sleep.

Uh I hate myself sometimes. I want to call or write something but I'm too chicken. I don't want anyone to be annoyed by me or feel weird, which they shouldn't anyway. I just want to hang out with him because I thought he was fun. But I won't call or write. Why would someone want to hang out with a pregnant girl anyway when they can hang out with ( Read more... )

Ha I'm such a dork. Finally fixed my time. Stupid me. Pregnancy sure makes you ditzy!

Just ate cereal and finished up with the rest of the baby clothes. I wasn't as bitchy this morning as I was yesterday, but still, I am just not very happy. I slept like crap last night. I'm so happy that dumbass will be working all day today through Saturday because I need a well deserved break from him! He's such a wuss too. Anytime I tell him ( Read more... )

She keeps running around the room in circles. Not sure what kind of drugs she's on. She's so damn cute though. The later it gets the more pissed off I get. Maybe I should just go to sleep and stop thinking.

I wish I had someone to cuddle with.

Fuck you time. I wish you didn't exist.

STOP WALKING AROUND NAKED!!! It is fucking gross and I'm sick of seeing your black dick dangling free in the wind. YOU ARE NOT attractive so stop forcing people to look at you. Put some fucking clothes on!!!

I'm sad. And the sad thing is I'm even sadder that someone else is sad. What is up with all this sadness lately? Why can't I just be happy? Why can't my friends be happy? I've never really been happy so I guess this must be what life has granted me...a never ending supply of heartache, depression and irritability that I can't find anything ( Read more... )