i dunno what i would do without my mother. as much as we fight and yell, i still need her more then anything in this world. never again will i tell my mom that i hate her, or say anything hurtful to her. i dont understand why this is happening. i know that everything happens for a reason, but i cant seem to find the reason. why would god do this to ( Read more... )

nothing really seems to matter any more. its kinda scary that i dont really care that  nothing really matters to me anymore. the last couple of days have been hell. Im not really sad, angry, happy...im not really anything. i think i have just become so numb to the harsh realization of my life, that it no longer effects me. im done giving myself to ( Read more... )

I just read the most hurtful thing that has ever been said about me in my life. If i have ever made fun of someone, ever...shame on me. I couldnt be in more pain right now. Everything was going okay, i mean highschool...i was surviving. I dont know what im going to do now. I dont want to graduate with these kids, i dont want to go to prom with ( Read more... )

I am so angry at myself right now. I procrastinate like no other. I had this international relations project due like 3 months ago, and of course the day we have to present(tomorrow), our project is not finished! I cant go to school tommorow because I feel like complete shit and have to go to the doctors, glorious. What an awsome time for me to get ( Read more... )

A couple of things i hate in this world.....

1. mean people

2. ugly sluts who cheat on there boyfriends

3. people who think that the world revolves around them

4. people who lie

5. and of course radical liberals, actually all liberals...i can make a few exceptions :o)

Things i love....

1. All my amazing friends, i have so many...lucky me!

2. ( Read more... )

can i just say i hate people who are blame everyone else for there problems and think that the world is out to get them. i mean come on...people arent as bad as u think. if u choose ur friends wisely you wont run into problems. I think its bad to get attached to one person and put ur life in there hands.Then if when u realize they arent the person ( Read more... )

I most certaintly apprechaite all my friends and all I have in this world, but I still feel as though something is lacking. Im just tired. Im tired of the same routine everyday. Im tired of working my ass off...and not knowing if it is ever going to surmount to anything. I try so hard at everything i do, or atleast im really starting too. I have ( Read more... )

I feel so cool i must say. its 730 on a saturday nite and i was just about to take a nap...and becca called and woke me up! haha. im a loser, its offical.

I went to visit sarah. I love her family. I walk in there and its so nice to see them all together, being with each other during such a tough time. Family is so important. My friends serve as my ( Read more... )

I wish there was something i could do to help the victims of the Tsunami disaster. I mean i could give money but i personally want to be there helping those poor people. Watching all those children on the tv who will never see their parents again, i couldnt imagine. I feel so gulity for having all the wonderful things i have, when those people are ( Read more... )

sometimes i really think my mother could drive me to the point of killing myself. she is crazy, and shes making me crazy. literally.