Seventeen Years Down A Suckhole...[x-posted]

[lucky13xxx]

It would have been better if the news had been that he had died, than knowing that he is still out there in the world, living a life in which our seventeen years of friendship is now null. It would have been better to hear how he felt about the decision, which was made clear was not his, than what he had to say so obviously within earshot of the

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[ramaustin]

wow. life sometimes throws shit at you-- terribly wounding shit, from out of the blue. And people sometimes say that we are all in control of our own destiny.. well sometimes that belief is just a bunch of hogwash. Your case, in point. Somebody else controlled a slice of your destiny. The details that are needed to fully understand what happened to you today are irrellevant to me.. I know enough from what you wrote that someone close to you was influenced by somebody you don't even know, to stick a dagger in your heart.

Maybe down the line you can manage to forgive and re-establish. Time works like that sometimes. Sorry shit has been thrown at you today. Get well soon :)

xoxo

[lucky13xxx]

i talked to his mother, who i have always been careful to maintain contact with. she says that the wife is a seriously insecure girl who has also made REKjr spurn his longer-than-me friend, M. really, my pal R needs to sprout a set of stones and stop letting his woman sucker-punch him, but some guys never figure out that a girl will respect them more when they lay down some law. (*love* your johnny icon, btw) my tears are still coming, 12 hours later. loss is loss, no matter how i color it. thanks for the kind words, and not in that casually blow-you-off way. more of the human-to-human variety. xoxo ~ 13