Can I.....
Can I do this? Can I really try to do this? He's the first person I'm willing to try for in a long time... How long has it been since I've wanted to stop completely?
It's odd to think that someone like me could have made him quit like that. What did I do to cause that? I'm not that good of a person to be have that kind of ability. If I was, I wouldn't have...
It's confusing me and I don't know what to do sometimes, but oddly enough... I'm not as stressed as I'd been. There's a sense of relief there. Maybe I can deal with others now?
Shit... It won't heal completely now though... Please don't tell me that it's gotten infected after so long of actually NOT being affected.
... pay a visit to anyone I haven't seen in a while? ^^