Obviously Im not getting any sleep, I keep wakng up b/c of my dreams. I don't think it's a good thing when you have nightmares about your own death. Each way is different, when I wake up from one - I try to close my eyes and get back to sleep, but then another dream comes and I die in another way. Im not good at interpreting dreams, but I don't ( Read more... )

The world has changed what "i'm sorry" really means. Everyone asks for another chance, and thoes who who give it get fucked anyway. I'm sick of hearing appologies, there is no need for them anymore. Before you do something, you already know it to be right or wrong - therefore you have already decided to do it before hand. You know the pain you may ( Read more... )

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Death metal will always have a place in my heart. the concert was sweet, I ran into some old friends (kelly and brian).. oh and heathers ex rob (katies bro). I am proud to say that I cant hear shit and I walked away with my share of pit cuts and scrapes. One good thing about death metal fans, is that they have pit hospitality... some guy konked me ( Read more... )

I just got back to my house, I haven't seen it in three days...almost. Zoar was the shit, yeah it rained but hey ya can't always have the perfect weather when you really need it. I now have a new love and appreciation for my toilet...it's not easy trying to squat and piss in the woods when you're half in the bag. Sleeping wasn't that easy, the camp ( Read more... )

Since it's a three day weekend, there is obviously going to be a major party at Zoar Valley. Me and heather went with peter, cabbage and shista to set of their tents. It was even better when we got there, the full moon lit up everything. ahh tranquility ::assumes zen position:: need sleep, one night up there and I'm already tired.

One I was valued ( Read more... )

My doctor is conserned about both my mental and physical health - after this long, I really don't care any more. I have to be taken off the medication slowly b/c I had a bad reaction to it, she said they may try another kind. oh well, Life is still shitty - I don't see that changing anytime soon. But heather is going with me to the zoo, so I guess ( Read more... )

Now val needs medication to be happy.... I hate feeling like I'm alone, more so now then ever. I think it's gonna end up that way again soon. oh well, I guess nothing workes out.

All aound me are are familiar faces - worn out places - worn out faces ( Read more... )