i saw 4 shooting stars last night.
i wished on all 4.

my first two came true. instantly.

the other two i can wait for. i really enjoyed last night.
and i really love the back patio.

i really do love this summer.

my van has no breaks.

and it scares me. i almost didnt want to drive it home from meghan's.

on the other hand, fiona apple and damien rice show was famazing.

i passed bio, thank god. with a 3.

calc and chem i 5'd. i would've been pissed if i'd gotten anything else. worked my ass off for those.

but they won't do me any good.
i register tomorrow morning, i believe. my time starts at 10. i'm one of the first people...

such a lucky fucker.

we got into cascade bay for free today.

i think its cos we're hot.

and i met a hot lifeguard. he was cool.

and even though you said you just want to be friends
when i saw those heart fireworks in the sky tonight
i thought of you.

i'm hanging out with many other guys soon.
i gave out my number a few times tonight.
your loss.

he makes me smile.
a lot.

that is all.

i'm about to have my life ruined.

he just went to tell mom.

he doesn't realize that when he ruins his own life, he's ruining mine too.

god, how am i going to be in a good mood after this?

am i the only one who realizes that we almost made it through the entire year with no deaths?

...
almost.

i think i'm sprouting muscles on the fronts of my shins.

that or i hallucinated when i got up this morning.