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i understand sometimes people say things without thinking.

or mean them as a joke.

but surriously.

some people are really unneccessary.

i like penfield field hockey, however.

it really sucks when it's brought to your attention that the sport you love may have been the triggering factor for the fucked up past two years of your life ( Read more... )

A - Age you got your first kiss: 15 ( Read more... )

for one hour i can forget about everything else and just play because all the things that bother me the rest of the time dont matter.

i don't want field hockey to ever end.

maybe i can be a super senior like maria correa.

"don't let anyone tell you that you're feeling something that you aren't."

i don't have all the answers and thats ok.

and it'll be ok.

i'm scared/excited.

it's gotten so it's habit.  just a part of what one would do everyday and i hardly even think twice about it anymore.  well, not exactly.  because i think about it all the time.

i wish my mom would hurry up.

i feel like so much time is being wasted.  over a year and a half of this.

yuck.

i get jealous of other people sometimes.  another waste of ( Read more... )

i was sad when it happened.

but i was just telling my mom how charlie had proposed to whitney before he died.

and i started to bawl.

it's not fair.

i can't even imagine.

rip charlie.

several members of my team will be missed for a while ( Read more... )

hello, livejournal ( Read more... )