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[luckybrand_chic]

Well I recieved a call from my Aunt Dawn yesterday. She said that my Uncle John had a heart attack and was in intensive care. So i was really upset about that cause i was thinking, if he died that would really suck. In the last couple of years my grandma died, john the painter, but he was more like the family friend, my uncle larry, and my dog

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try to cheer up mal on the other side of every rain cloud theres sun (i just made thatup)

[emmy_sue]

wow mal...that was deep, i feel ya girl. you know what? your a pretty strong person, i dont know how i would handle watching someone die. but i do know how hard it is to lose someone, or having sickness in the family. it doesn't seem fair when you look at your life and you see all these different struggles that you have gone through and different things you have had to deal with, and then you look at other peoples and there life has been as smooth as plastic, but in the end i suppose that those hard things we go through make us stronger, and once we've survived those things, we're able to help others thru them. life right now seems pretty sucky right now for the both of us, but we'll always have our friends and God to be there with us to help us get thru them, and in the end however these situations turn out, its all apart of the plan, and we should handle them the best we can, and we'll get thru them, but if ya ever need to talk i'll be here, and i appericate you praying for my mom!
love ya!
<3 em

On the other side of every rain cloud theres sun (I like that!)

[luckybrand_chic]

thanks em, I really appreciate it. Yeah i know what you mean. Some other peoples lives seem so perfect. And your right the struggles in our lives do make us stronger. I mean when i found out about my uncle John, before i found out that hes ok, I was wondering about what would happen if he would die. I was talking to you about it at school. And I think I've learned since my Uncle Larrys death, that more than thinking of the sorrow, to think about how lucky you've been to beable to meet such great people in your life. I mean when my uncle larry died that was my first real trajedy in my life. I didnt know how to deal with it. Now when i think about other people that i love in my life dying, it doesnt seem so bad cause i know "On the other side of every rain cloud theres sun!" Cause now i have learned to appreciate the time i have with everyone. And when i say goodbye to someone in my family I always say i love them. Same with friends, i may not come right out and say i love you, but i try to say it with my actions. Cause you never know