So here's what i'm thinking.... ( A book a week for my 28th year... )

speechless? cub scout? married? for real?

just. don't. don't open the box.

just sprayed some red currant perfume i haven't worn since college. suddenly awash remembering good times spent with aaron.

if only that kid didn't hate my guts...

if i should have just moved to texas and had babies with you.

maybe i should have just been okay with a simple kind of life...

that i'm probably not going to move. and pretty sure that as a result i've spiraled into a mini depression ( Read more... )

of leaving for israel.

i really, really wish i could go back there right now. right this minute! :( seriously, amazing.

so i've been trying to get back into running and it's been going pretty well. i realised one of the keys is that i need to recognize that while it doesn't have all the glory, running on the treadmill is still running. and i will actually do it. so i'm no longer going to chastise myself for not being a "real runner" out in the cold. the reality is ( Read more... )

i have only written 8 posts this year. 8!! that is shocking. and sad! in years i will look back and i'll have no record of 2009! which is sad because it's been a really pleasant year. not marred with heartbreak and tragedy (so far, and god willing).

i haven't updated in a hot one. that's so unusual for h. canada. i guess because i have writers block of epic proportions. this happens every couple of years, where there's just nothing, nothing in my head that i feel compelled to put on paper. call it a lack of inspiration. or a refreshing lack of boy-drama ( Read more... )