RANT

[luckycyberbunny]

Apparently, I am "alone" because I don't believe in God or Jesus.

Apparently, I should pray for better grades and wisdom so I can do better in Trig.

Apparently, I shouldn't have to see the miracles, and just accept the 2000+ year old text.

Apparently, the Roman and Greek Gods weren't really "gods"

Apparently, telling my mom that I will get a dog and not be alone and that he will be glad that I don't go to church because I will be with him more because I'm not at church is hurtful.

Apparently, I should go back to church and go on this retreat so that my friend will go too.

Apparently, I am all out of apparently's, but because I'm mad, I have some hate's.

I hate religion.

I hate the fact that people think that their religion is better than others.

I hate the fact that people think that they need to change other people's ideas because they are wrong when they aren't hurting anyone.

I hate it when I say things before I think about them and the things I say are mean and or hurtful.

I hate it when I mess up other people's schedules.

I hate it when I realize that I am alone.

I hate it when my mom points out that I am alone and doesn't mean it like the way that I am thinking.

I hate it when my mom says things like "I wish you'd go back to church." or "You should go on this religious retreat" when she knows that I don't have any intention of doing so.

I hate math.

I hate trig.

I hate algebra.

I hate fractions.

I hate dividing factions.

I hate sin, cos, tan, cot, sec, csc and theta.

I hate proving that csc^4t - cot^4t = csc^2t + cot^2t (and don't know how).

I hate the ants at my aunts house.

I hate waking up early.

I hate my acne.

I hate it when I see the "You are low on memory" pop-up that I get when I open Photoshop and the Internet at the same time.

I hate politics.

I hate the current standing of America's economy.

I hate making car payments.

I hate insurance payments.

I hate all of the spam e-mails that I get for "$1 Viagra".

I hate that burn feeling that you get when you exercise.

I hate not remembering things.

I hate my memory problem, but computer and human.

I hate it when my hamster kicks piles of his bedding out of his cage.

I hate it when the kids that I babysit lie to me.

I hate the fact that I thought that anthropology was going to be boring so I took a We-only-meet-5-times class and love it.

Ok, I think I'm done.... I will make a "I love" and "I like" post next... to balance out this horrid post...