so i guess im cleaning up, so to speak
im putting all of the pictures i have of derek, and of us together on cd
then i putting that, along with all of the notes, trinkets etcetera that hes given me into an envelope
and hiding them deep away

im so tired of crying...

god it hurts
it just hurts so much i cant take it anymore
make it all stop, please

she shines ( Read more... )

mmmm as quoted from christys journal (first_it_giveth

"As much as I am grateful that I have all these people who give me hugs, I still wish I had someone there to hold me and not let go. It's like, so much different when someone truly loves you and when they put their arms around you, everything goes away, and nothing scares you anymore....Unfortunately, that ( Read more... )

please fucking kill me

Derek and I broke up.

my most beautiful moments that ive shared with you
cannot be shared with anyone else
and yet my hearts deepest desire is to proclaim them to the world.

standing in front of you ( Read more... )

mmm.. getting sick of alot of things.

i bleed as my pen bleeds on paper.

do you think im proud of who i have become?