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Ok, so I got mad, and I let it out. But there's a difference between being a drama queen and not letting people walk all over me. And you know what? This was kind of the final straw. I'm tired of people not answering my calls for emails and saying we should get together and then doing jack shit about setting something up even if I'm doing most of the work to do it. This whole thing is more than just nobody called me on one night, it's been going on for a while. I do what I can to show I care, and a lot of you don't even bother. I'm not saying this applies to everyone, but you do know who you are.
So this is kind of a final notice I guess. I'm tired of giving and being a friend to people who treat me like I'm a door. I'm taking a week to figure out who actually gives a shit about me, and all those who don't get a MAJOR cut off. It makes me feel stupid when people blow me off. I feel worthless and like I don't matter, and people who makes me feel like that obviously aren't friends.
So I guess that's just some food for thought, and I think while you read this you should think about how much I mean to you and if you really value my friendship or not, 'cause I'm tired of wasting my time on people who don't value me.
*sigh* that actually makes me feel lots better.