i swear, i am so happy this week is over ( Read more... )

well that just made my stomach turn....

god. some people are so ignorant.

my phone got stolen.

so dont try and call it. cause i wont answer.

i don't have a crush on a boy ( Read more... )

man, i am having the worst day ever ( Read more... )

things are amazing.

i have really great friends.

I have an army of people who think i am the coolest girl alive.

my self esteem is rising every day. i feel like myself again. I'm so happy.

I wish he could see me now, how much I've changed.

It doesnt matter how many friends I have, or how great I'm doing, he's always in my mind.

there was an ice cube fight at linda's place last night at 2 in the morning ( Read more... )

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*. . . W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R ( Read more... )

he says he has to be selfish

he says he needs time.

he says i have to be patient.

why does this hurt so bad?

why am i so empty?

Im empty without him. i dont want to be, but i am.

i dont understand

i finally thought maybe i was ready to be with someone else romantically.

and then he goes away.

i am doomed to be single forever.

angie is in chicago and i miss her like mad.

crystal is with jesse and i am jealous.

i think i make her question her sexuality.

she is quickly becoming my bestfriend.