No idea?

[luckylady7_13]

Well i ahve been in a really good mood lately, but there is still that pang of depression that comes and goes. Yesterday I was taking a shower and i started to cry. When I was getting dressed I asked Pete why I still hurt, and the amazing thing is he knew what I was talking about

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[elegantdreams]

Wow, you are a lucky lady, he sounds like a good man, and a perceptive one, that's a rare combination. It takes awhile, the whole grief thing has its own time frame, almost a year after my Gram died, I was going home thinking that there was something about my day that would amuse her when I got there, and then I remebered that she wouldn't be waiting for me. Everyone has thier own time for these things, and it is up to your heart, not to any timeline, our world moves so fast that sometimes we forget to take the time to be human, it just can't be scheduled around...And to actually be there when all that happened, that is a shock to the mind and heart, so give yourself time Hon, you have alot to work out there!
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[darkwench]

that is so sad :( it is hard when someone close dies. like the pain kinda subsides, but the memories never fade. hugs!

[luckylady7_13]

yeah i feel like it shouldn't have happened. She was like only 57 when she passed away and she left a 13 year old son. Sometimes I wish the memories would fade away. Way too much pain. I know in time I will heal but I'm the impatient type and I don't want to wait.
Thanks you two. you girls are the best...
hope to see you two at the Pulse.
~Hugs`