"you know, I totally understand that he needs to be alone. He needs to learn to love himself. He deserves it. And I have nothing but compassion for him."

I am being so understanding, eventhough I am getting thrown to the curb.

I don't deserve this.

Wow, this stuff really does mellow you out. I am calm and strangely sleepy ( Read more... )

One day I will be appreciated and worth something to someone. Until then, I guess I have to keep searching.

I am calling bullshit on that.

Why do I always want what I can't have?

There are so many cute boys that I work with, and I develop a small crush on the one who already has a gf. Ha ha. Oh well, it is just a harmless girly crush.

We had fun talking at lunch today. And I got to actually talk to Josh today too. I love my job.

Last night was fun. April and I hung out, ate junk food, and watched Twilight. She could barely get through one scene without cracking up. Lol. "I can't even look. She is blinking too much ( Read more... )

I am completely confused by life ( Read more... )

I am in the process of ending friendships. One down, few more to go.

Uh oh, my sympathy and worry just turned into anger.

I hope that is just because I am irritable today.

Damn it.