i just wonder why things good happen to me and then more bad things happen..i get 2 steps forward and get thrown back like 5.... i want to go home.. its not that i dont like it down here..i do i love it.. but things arent workin out.. im not really as happy as i was at home.. i know this is suppose to be a growing and learning expirence but im not ( Read more... )

FUCK! WHY DOES SHIT LIKE THIS ALWAYS HAVE TO FUCKIN HAPPEN TO ME? WHY!?!?!?!?! JESUS CHRIST.. FUCKING GOD DAMN IT I JUST WANT TO.. I DONT WANT TO BE DOWN HERE ANY MORE.. I WANT TO GO HOME AND JUST DIE.. I GOT IN A FUCKIN WRECK AGAIN.. THE GUY WAS NICE BUT CREePPY.. AND THE COP GAVE ME A TICKET for improper lane change.. and do you wanna know the ( Read more... )

aha i love this shit!fo sho!

Happy v day everyone! i have to work from 9-5.. then i am going to come home sleep till 9 then get drunk and go clubbin! its my roomies 21 birthday party! lol its going to be great! i hope everyone has a great valentines day! i love you all!muah :X

lol ohh well.. im super tired and its only 4 pm.. damn.. Hope everyone had a good weekend and stuff.. i had to work:( and i missed the sugarcult concer;( tear... lol ohh well im going to nelly and then 2 hawk nelseon.. woot!

Hey guys, My cell phone is M.I.A.. sooo here is my house # in FL ( Read more... )

lol ... wow.. how do i being to explain last night... amazing,wonderful,a night i will never forget,... lol dont get ne ideas u perv! jk... Last night me and all of my roomies were just chillin in the room just being bored.. cuz we all had to work today... so we started to listen to music after one tree hill and some other shows.... lol then it ( Read more... )

soo fl... wow.. lol things are good..last night me and debbie went to PI to go clubbing.. i wasnt really feeling it though cuz a lot of ppl werent there and this crazy guys named ken tried to rape me in motions.. lol freakin weird... sooo i was in a bad mood this morning cuz i saw that i work the next 9 days in a row.. but it got better... me and 2 ( Read more... )

so i got my first letter yesterday from sheila... it made me cry cuz i was so sad adn homesick and i missed everyone so much.. but ik ok today.. i didnt really have a good day yesterday... my pay check got jacked up and all that and then i couldnt find my damn post office and i just wasnt in a good mood yesterday.. but im ok today.. i have to close ( Read more... )

so i just got back from the club... wow.. what a night.. we started out in manniquins and it was neat but way to techno... then we went to motions and had a good time. then we went to the beach club the Cha Cha slide... wow.. lol then we met up with some uk boys and some irish boys.. and went to the 8trak club which had like 70's and 80's songs.. ( Read more... )