{{{{{Lucy}}}}} Thank you for sharing this. It's not "fun" to read, and doubtless not to write, either, but that doesn't make me appreciate it any less--or lessen my anticipation of the next part.
Heh. There's a little masochistic bit of me that does enjoy writing this spiralling out of control - partly because it isn't "true," and partly because, following the not-AU path, I know that it's going to end up. . .well. If not "fixed," then at least not _completely_ broken.
I am so in love with this story, Lucy. Seriously, you handle the dark stuff so well. I'm aching for both of these guys and afraid to see where this goes, but anxious to find out. Keep going!
Oh, honey. God this hurt to read. But it's--so well done. So very *good*. It's sorta like...touching a really painful bruise. You know it's gonna hurt, but then it's warm, too, and starts to feel better. I think...I know this is the hitting-the-bottom stage, where it all hurts a really lot, but better is going to be coming (it IS, right?!).
I love JC in this. I'm dying that you left it hanging. *gulps*
Damn. Wow. Oh My fricking socks! Lucy this is amazing, it started out with me thinking it was one thing and that whole train of thought just came crumbling down at my feet. Strangely, I'm not at all discouraged by this. You really know how to make this angst/hurt thing work. It's really astonishing, I'm hurting for every single one of them right now. I love how you merge real life with fiction, at this point it's hard to tell where one begins and the other ends. I'm adoring how you set up such interesting back stories and made the allusion to a Howie/Nick connection. This is assuredly a series that will go down in the history books as the best ever. I can't wait to see what happens next... until then, I wait with bated breath.
*stares dazedly at screen*the_gee_diaryOctober 3 2002, 09:59:48 UTC
Oh... Only one part left and so, so, so many hurt people to fix... and you are going to fix them, right? At least JC... I mean, he suffers so pretty but I don't want him to suffer anymore... I just want to curl up around him and keep him away from all this pain... I finished reading this part and I swear I stared at the screen, with my hand hovering over the mouse for some five minutes before I even moved... when I came to, I had to inhale because I'd been holding my breath and I hadn't even noticed it... This was like an accident scene after a truck slammed into a bus full of people... it's awful, it's horrible, it hurts but you can't help but watch because it's fascinating and awing at the same time... like an event made up by destiny that you get to see... Thank you for sharing this... Thank you for writing this even if it probably hurts like a motherfucker to do it...
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I am so in love with this story, Lucy. Seriously, you handle the dark stuff so well. I'm aching for both of these guys and afraid to see where this goes, but anxious to find out. Keep going!
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I love JC in this. I'm dying that you left it hanging. *gulps*
Please please please finish it!
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Wow.
Oh My fricking socks!
Lucy this is amazing, it started out with me thinking it was one thing and that whole train of thought just came crumbling down at my feet. Strangely, I'm not at all discouraged by this. You really know how to make this angst/hurt thing work. It's really astonishing, I'm hurting for every single one of them right now. I love how you merge real life with fiction, at this point it's hard to tell where one begins and the other ends. I'm adoring how you set up such interesting back stories and made the allusion to a Howie/Nick connection. This is assuredly a series that will go down in the history books as the best ever. I can't wait to see what happens next... until then, I wait with bated breath.
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Only one part left and so, so, so many hurt people to fix... and you are going to fix them, right? At least JC... I mean, he suffers so pretty but I don't want him to suffer anymore... I just want to curl up around him and keep him away from all this pain...
I finished reading this part and I swear I stared at the screen, with my hand hovering over the mouse for some five minutes before I even moved... when I came to, I had to inhale because I'd been holding my breath and I hadn't even noticed it...
This was like an accident scene after a truck slammed into a bus full of people... it's awful, it's horrible, it hurts but you can't help but watch because it's fascinating and awing at the same time... like an event made up by destiny that you get to see...
Thank you for sharing this...
Thank you for writing this even if it probably hurts like a motherfucker to do it...
Gee
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