laying down roots in the most stable place of all...each other.
being alive where we can
doing what we desire.
summers pass and slowly turn to snow,
clothing adjusts,
moods swing
but i still love you just as much now
as the first day i realized it.
our life will take us many places
but it will always take us both....

i think i am a fraud. a fraud to what i told myself id be. ive restarted my life, and reinvented myself too many times not to be a fraud. thus far ive abandoned every goal for me ive had. except love. and not that im writing that off as insignificant, cause it is imprtant, but if love is all i have to show for my life...fuck...i could be ( Read more... )

so last friday i sold my first print! yay1 im really excited. that meakes me an offical untrained professional photographer. it was a fluke really. i know nothign about lighting, or settings on robins camera. but the customer decided that the print was worth $50.00, so he bought it ( Read more... )

swallow hard and ( Read more... )

i love the way i
caught your eyes...
centered there
your heart suspended in midair.

the thing that we have ( Read more... )

ill always have a soft spot, for your slow drawn out speech. ill always enjoy the silences. ill always be mean to you, but secretly be thankful for your breif presenses in my life. we'll never be friends. we'll prolly never hang out, but i'll still usually miss you. i'll never have a chance to take a bullet for you. if we were in the same ( Read more... )

does anybody know where i can volunteer services for cleanup etc. of katrina that arent religious in basis? i dont mind christianity, i dontmind workign with these organazations, its not some anti-religious stand...but all of the applications ive tried to fill out have required me to enter my religious stand, my religious background, pastor ( Read more... )

it just occured to me that i'll never be his first ( Read more... )

the greyhound event inm lancaster was rad. we made lots of money and lots of people were fucking thrilled with their dog portraits. lancaster itself can suck my ass though. people like to pretend that "its sooo beautiful, there are all these horses and buggies...its a really neat place" . that is a lie. and the secret is out now. bird in hand ( Read more... )