If you leave it like this then this all we'll know ( Read more... )

"You are what you love, not what loves you" - Charlie Kaufman ( Read more... )

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Already since the beginning of May this had been the plan of Jobbe - to rebuild a garden gnome so it could float on water. He asked whether I would help him with that plan..
Due to a lot of construction issues, it was finally Gnome Day on last Sunday. We waited for dusk, and hauled the gnome and a 17 kg weight to the canal downtown. While I ( Read more... )

It's almost admirable how well Frank can fuck things up the moment things seem to be stable between us.
Was angry to the bone for 24h, and told him -against my better judgement- about it tonight.
Tried to "communicate" the facts that a) I was angry and b) he had treated me badly.
Wow. Communication. Was I aiming too high?

But, he agreed with me. Called ( Read more... )

handful of photos I took in Scotland


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lief lijf,
lig maar.
rust maar.
lief, lief lijf,
neem de tijd.
zoem, tril.
lig maar.
dieper,
dieper,
dieper zak ik weg.
rust maar.
stil maar.
lief, lief lijf.

He crashed down on my bed, belly-down, and lay there motionless ( Read more... )

"What are you apologizing for? Stop apologizing! The action is often less agonizing, if at all, than your apologies. It is something within yourself, what you're apologizing for; don't ask me for forgiveness, it is you who'll have to forgive yourself."

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"ah, this is great! we're finally complete!"

watched the soccer match in Radio Kootwijk yesterday, in the midst of the heather region the Veluwe. We came in a bit late, had to drop by the hospital first, but there we were. The artists working at Radio Kootwijk these weeks, Rem, his girlfriend Ellen, Bart, Jobbe and I. I looked at Remco's cheerful ( Read more... )