"i think we miss that touch so much, that we crash into each other, just so we can feel something."

crash into me.

BOUNDED BY ROCK:
support local bands while supporting the YMCA lowell leaders club ( Read more... )

:R.E.D:

Closest red thing to you?
one of the lights on my 6-light thingy.

Last thing to make you angry?
i've been all around bitter lately.

Do you have a temper?
not usually.

Are you a fan of romance?
yes. but i haven't experienced it for quite some time.

:O.R.A.N.G.E:Closest orange thing to you ( Read more... )

WHEN THE FUCK DID EVERYONE GET A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND?!

edit: no. i'm not even kidding. all of my boys. all of them. i thought there might be one left. NOPE. found out he's seeing someone. FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC. it would be awesome if i haven't gotten rejected by every single guy in the past year.

so i want to go to panic! in boston on july 2nd ( Read more... )

"let's get crazy,
talk about our big plans,
places that you're going,
places that i haven't been.
build my walls up
concrete castle
keep this kingdom free of hassle.."

here we go again.. maybe this time it will be easier?
i'm a sucker.

I'M SMART AGAIN!!

i got the history scholarship! it's $1000 a year for the next two years. i'm so excited!!

i have never been so FUCKING angry in my entire life.
anyone who knows me well knows that i am a very laid-back, generous, caring person.
NOT THIS WEEK PEOPLE!
i'm so fucking livid i could scream at anyone who fucking walks by.
go ahead, piss me off, i fucking dare you.

i have never felt so betrayed and so used in my entire life ( Read more... )

i am disappointed with life.
i'm not sure why.
could be the start of a downswing.

but hopefully this weekend will pick me right back up where i need to be.

[i need love, so be liberal with the comments]

so. through a series of lj-cuts, i will try and reflect on my past week.

( worst day of my life )