i just text a friend just to explain what was going on, she texts me saying that its my fault as iam a slut who can't keep my legs shut thus accusing Graham of just wanting me for sex and that he was all over her in the pub. Graham cares a bout me he cant deal with me as i am mentall unwell and he is going throught his own hell it doe'nt we wont be ( Read more... )

i am realy hurting at the moment my tears wont stop ,i can't eat sleep i feel sick to my stomach . I do undestand what Graham is going through, divorce and house sales etc i know he needs space. Graham is the only guy i have ever realy loved i still do so much he is the loverlyest persion i have ever known and ill WILL allways love him so very

ill be 30 tommorow and i still do'nt have any plans to cellerbrate shall i go to Camden and then on to slimelight? will anyone be in London tommorow? Does anyone have ideas?

yay ill be 30 on the 30th july

i often get dreams about being bullied i know this is due to what happened when i was at school but i left school 14 yrs ago .

sob, sob, noone ever replys or comments to my lj posts

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a big thank you Robin for the computer it will be put to good use

yay for giant pink cuddly cats(bought for briggsy;s valentines prezzie)

briggsy has kindly bought me dogtanian on dvd which i have been watching all afternoon yay all for one and one for all.
also got some fraggle rock on video yay love 80s tv! anyone else have 80s tv favs?