I'm so tired

[luddite_embrace]

So I woke up at 8am to go to the Singletary retreat. When I got home I slept from 4pm-2am...I set my alarm to wake up in order to prepare for wild partying, but I must have just slept through it all. My lethargy is becoming alarming. The problem is that I now sleep through alarms

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[sicklecell]

cuddling with gi-joes and cowboys.

Re: *hand raised*

[luddite_embrace]

Let us both apply and spend the next 2 years discussing philosophy on the inviting couches of the gaines center

[uniqueclaire]

Ah, Ashley, we go for so long without talking, and now I have too much to say to you. I should call you sometime to talk in person. It's a lot more dynamic than writing it all out. Then I can respond to individual points you make as you make them

[luddite_embrace]

1. That is the new plan. Physics has nothing to do with puppies, so I don't see how it will ever make me happy

[luddite_embrace]

Livejournal told me my full reply was too long, so here is it continued:

9. If you were to create an ideal future plan which had everything you want and he was not there, it implies that you wouldn't want him in your life if he could be...which seems like it's not love. I think you may have misunderstood what I meant by "ideal plan" though. For example, my ideal plan is to find a job in which I can make enough money and have enough free time to spend holidays at the beach and hours in my hammock on my farm. I imagine Dan is there. I eventually have children and my mother helps to watch them, because she loves babies and I'll have to work. I realise this probably won't work out, as Dan will have to live in Maryland and I won't have enough money to buy a farm there. Also, that's a long way for mom to watch my kids. But, I would love to work it out in that way. But anyway, no one ever stops telling a person that she loves another person without it leading to a breakup. It's generally not a good thing to do unless a breakup is desired.

[unspar]

All the comments I thought to say seem entirely inappropriate because we don't really talk to, know, or see each other. It makes everything I could say feel like it was spoken by a fifty-year-old man (though to lessen the creepiness, I clarify: I don't want a mere sex-kitten--that's boring). So perhaps this will be my last comment to you. With all this in mind, it's fitting that the only word that works as a comment here is this:

Brilliant.

[luddite_embrace]

I don't see how any of that is relevant. I think that livejournal is just as valid a way to "know" someone as sitting in a chemistry class with him. I also really enjoy inappropriate comments, so feel free. My idea is this: I talk to complete strangers in real life, so doing so online feels like a logical extention of communication. I understand if you're busy though.

[unspar]

I'm not busy, I just felt out of place. Now I don't. Hooray.