I made Dan go with me to see Sufjan Stevens on Friday. The venue wasn't planned for people to actually watch the show, as it was small, had strange angles and beams frickin' everywhere. Also, I am short and Dan is tall and so we hunkered around the paremeter where I could barely see. Had I perhaps slept more than 3 hours the night before, I might ( Read more... )

This past weekened went surprisingly well. Had I not known we've been sparing all week, I would say that nothing is wrong. Dan got me the first season of Lost on DVD, which is vastly preferable to a t-shirt...especially since I've developed a slightly unhealthy interest in the show (so it shows he's been on the lookout for such things ( Read more... )

Dan and I fought...again. This time about juggling and whether or not someone sucked. And somehow it degenerated into just insulting one another. I hate this. It's like pandora's box has been openned and the fighting can never cease. I need him to make right prior wrongs before I can like him again. I just think he might be too proud to do that.

Mom told me on the phone today, "I think you can do better than Dan," after explaining that Amanda told her about his t-shirt plan.

My roommate's cleanliness is starting to become an issue. She hasn't once taken out the trash (I have been the one to empty it all). Only once has she washed her dishes. She leaves meat grease all over the trash can lid (our trash can is white and the grease is red...you can see it all over), and the stove. She leaves powdered drink mix all over ( Read more... )

I have decided to start believing in a god. I need there to be a direction and purpose to all of this. And believing that something is there because I need it to be is just the sort of thing to start one on a religious path ( Read more... )

Dan and I fought again. So...he divulges that he was thinking of spending $20-40 on me for my b-day. This bothers me because I just bought us concert tickets for that price and it's not even his birthday. And he was planning on buying me a t-shirt at the concert as the present, which seems incredibly lazy on top of it. I know it seems superficial, ( Read more... )

Give me some ideas on what I should do for my birthday (you should know that I'll be forced to celebrate the weekend BEFORE I turn 21).

So Dan and I argued today for pretty much the first time. I, apparently, make a big deal out of little things, and Dan just doesn't get angry about anything. It's hard to stay mad at someone who counters attacks with "I love you very much" and "I'm sorry. I can work on that." I'm not even sure argue is the right word for what went on. The problem ( Read more... )

-I am really moody lately. Like bipolar moody. I'm happy now though. It just worries me that I can go from "I hate all people" to "I need to throw a party" in 12 hours. It turns me into a walking contradiction and I can't tell what my real opinions are ( Read more... )