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Sorry!
Holy Blog Of Doom, Batman! I just had a cup of tea and realized I have not updated this since Paris Hilton was in jail... You would not believe I spend all my time in front of a computer. Apologies!.
I am frantic with work, being distracted by the shiny, just generally being a terrible burden to anyone unfortunate to cross my path, my day often ( Read more... ) -
/Se/per/ation/
So, after more than 25 years of marriage, my parents are getting divorced.
For as long as I can remember they have screamed at each other about things that don't require screams.
Playing with Barbies and my Tonka truck to the soundtrack of their dysfunction.
Let me tell you a little bit about where this started.
My parents, young and awaiting adventure ( Read more... ) -
[CallusedHands]
I am officially a factory worker.
I got a job at Phillips Plastics.
I work in this building.
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[Love As Though You've Never Been Hurt]
"You made me cry, you told me lies
But I cant stand to say goodbye
Mama, I'm coming home
I could be right, I could be wrong
Hurts so bad, its been so long
Mama, I'm coming home"
I am going to be coming home to Michigan in May.
I am so excited.
I've been collecting cans to bring across the border for gas money.
I'm saving up paychecks for the bars.
I've got ( Read more... ) -
[TightenYourTieAndButtonYourShirt]
"And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now"
So, I have two jobs.
I am now an employee of both ( Read more... ) -
[EarlyMorningPhoneAndColdWinterDays]
"If your machine might slip a gear
Push this button to help it clear
Your time card says your name's Joe
But well call you 6-3-0.
I'm working at my job
I'm so happy
More boring by the day
But they pay me
All that time spent going to school
Just to end up following rules
Now its time to take a break
Don't stray too far or you'll be late
Thank you for your ( Read more... ) -
[IMissYouMom]
"Brush your teeth
And pour a cup of black coffee out
I love to watch you do that every day
The little things that you do"
[Nearing the End of Phone Conversation]
Mom: "You sound like you need a cup of coffee. Go make a pot of coffee in my honor."
Me: "Alright, Mom, I'll do that."
Mom: "Or, you know you could come home, I'll throw a pot on and we can ( Read more... ) -
[SoMuchPain]
"Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me"
This is going to be a short entry because I am going to bed soon.
I have been in so much pain today.
I woke up and from the moment I got out of bed to the moment I am climbing back in for the night, I have been dizzy.
So dizzy.
To the point that I am walking into ( Read more... ) -
[BleedingIntoTheGroutOfTheFloor]
"Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around
And you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word.
But I really really really don't like you."
I have been cleaning all day.
I completely cleaned my room and threw in some laundry.
I gashed my elbow open on ( Read more... ) -
[LockStockAndTeardrop]
"Tears don't care who cries them
They don't care at all
Any time a heart starts breaking
They will fall and fall
Rich man, poor man, beggar
Tears can fill each eye
They don't care who cries them
You just cry, cry, cry"
I have to say that this is the hardest holiday season I have ever gone though.
I didn't cry until the evening of Christmas Day when ( Read more... )