Hi

so i've realized that i can find beauty in everything. it's quite weird considering i used to hate everything. art, music, movies, and sleeping are pretty much my life right now. i can't remember the last time i ate something which is creepy as fuck. i'm not doing it on purpose either. i think i'll go eat something. So Ratatat is good, Muse is ( Read more... )

so i feel the triple venti caramel macchiato running through my veins that i conveniently drank around 11 pm. why did i drink coffee this late not to mention how concentrated it was is a question that i don't have the answer to. anyways so i'm listening to prodigy, grandaddy, and a lil mos def (thanks to a lil comment made by erika (there is your ( Read more... )

ok so i'm pretty much sure what my topic is about but i can't talk about it because of the Attorney-Client Agreement. hehehe. secrecy is cool to a certain extent. like how i've been hiding my life in the past month a big secret. how i won't open up unless it's someone i really wish needs to know, how i haven't told anyone who i really am and what i ( Read more... )

holy damn wtf god whoa freakin aye whoooda!!!!! Austin City Limits September 17,18,19. I'm skippin school for sure. My parents are actually gonna let me go. Everyone should try to go ( Read more... )

lately i've been up to doing nothing but working again oh wait no that's the usual thing. or wait i went and saw the badass Aquabats, Bad Credit, and Petty Booka (two asian women with ukeleles so great and they played the ramones ( Read more... )

"we all believe in pure love, yet we seemed to have lost the innocence to obtain it." a nice quote from John Leguizamo (an unexpected poet ( Read more... )

so this is it it may be my final post. no one really would take the time out to read my journal and although it doesn't bother me i think i would rather keep my feelings inside. that's where only i can control them and not have to worry about the world knowing what i feel. j/k anyways i wonder how many of you were beginning to believe that shit. ( Read more... )

so my sister all of a sudden decided she would be the righteuos one and say that my older sister and i always talk shit about her so i was like ok you were saying shit too so don't make yourself the victim. suddenly i got quiet and she screamed out in front of my parents that i was stupid and i just said call me stupid one more time and she did ( Read more... )

beauty dies within itself and not around unavoidable horrendous sights but beyond it's insides ( Read more... )