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[luinnil]

What is it about me that drives men away? Am i too overbearing? Maybe there isn't supposed to answer for those questions. Maybe things just aren't supposed to work out, why then would Michael suddenly call me and then never again? Why do i meet people like Matt (multivalent) and fall or start too and then i'm put at a distance? At least the

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[jmattax]

I can't help you with your first question (paragraph, I'm not that good with people), I can only wish you the best of luck, and tell you that I think things will work out for you. You're a good guy and don't deserve what you get. As for your second paragraph. From my limited experience love is meant to hurt, not often, but like a bitch when ti does. It reminds us what's real if we didn't have pain we wouldn't know what was going on the rest of our lives. Besides the only way to be in that much emotional pain is to really care about someone, so you can't really hurt emotionally unless you love someone (yourself is a someone). As for the second question, love can be a gradiforuos thing, I just found that out today, for the first time, it's been good thing in the past. Hell it's been a great thing in the past, but I never felt such a way that I needed a whole new word for it before today. I think I'm going to make a post tonight and steal your word.

[buterflygyrl6]

I think that the more we love, the more it hurts, but if we never love, we never feel that pain, and a part of us doesnt live to the fullest...if that makes sense, i was in love with a man for a couple years, then we broke up..and even though the pain isnt that bad anymore, for the first year and a half afterwards, i never thought it would go away...but eventually does if you let it *hugs*